I love this

Writing in general was never something I excelled at in college or high school. Always hated doing essays and never looked forward to research papers and would usually barely hit the minimum or sometimes not even reach it. Weird how I’ve picked up blogging as a hobby now but I think it’s simply just because I’m not being forced to do this, I can write about whatever I want without having to really worry about punctuation, grammar or watching my fucking language.

Other than one class I took I never really got to write about sports which is probably the one thing that is easiest for me to ramble on forever about. Without even thinking I could punch out 1000 word pieces on a plethora of topics. Speaking of plethora, I want to start expanding my vocabulary, not really sure how to easily do that without getting daily notifications on my phone that I will never actually retain, similar to my 307 day italian lessons streak in Duolingo. Add run-on sentences to the list of things I don’t have to think about when writing a blog.

Sports betting in particular is something that I have very recently become infatuated with and I truly believe there’s a correlation between that and my new hobby. It’s been fun so far, I’m not doing any major money bets so I don’t worry too much but I still get emotionally invested like it’s life or death. The perfect place to be as a better. Anyways though, sports betting really seems to be making a difference in how my days go by and contribute to me wanting to write, I’m always thinking of what I could say or advice I would give about certain players, teams, etc. Even if I’m not very good, it’s like golf, no one wants anyone’s input on what they could do better but they’re going to get it anyway.

I don’t have a point with any of this but I just wanted to say that I really do love writing these things even if no one reads them and they’re just for myself like a journal. It’s easy to get my thought (singular) out and it’s always a pleasant surprise to see someone else even clicked on my post. 🙂 I think it’s something that has been easy for me to grasp because there really is nothing I have to compare it to or anyone who needs to review it for a grade. Hopefully I actually keep up with this and it turns into something more. If someone actually offered to pay me to write about sports, pop culture, or anything else I’m interested in I would quit my current job in a heartbeat.

I’m kind of rambling and just writing anything that comes into my head now but I don’t care its my blog I can do what I want. I think this is also helping me relieve stress and outside pressures I have. I still don’t know how to tell my family I’m not going to do grad school in the spring. Especially because one of my main reasons is I value having a social life. My mom has always supported me and trusted my decisions but just not doing this all together might change her tune. I have my reasons and she’ll just have to accept that I don’t want to be $400,000 in debt by the time I’m done with it and I no longer want to work in that field. Well thats it, that’s the whole post, hope you enjoyed. 🙂

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